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Wednesday, October 22, 2008 Y 11:54 PM

Hmm.. What's wrong with me?
i already try my best to win.
But still never got any good news for me to heard.
*Sad*
I see anything look nice also my friends said that.
BUt
Still never got any good news . .
I want to know why i never got any good news?
I should give up on it or Not?
I believe that i will got hurt when i heard bad news.
What are you doing if you heard bad news?
Me, i wish that i will be alone !
But i need someone to keep company with me !
I don't know why i am thinking of my dark past when i am alone?
Want to forgot about it but can't.
I already try my best to show my nice smile to my family, friends, boyfriend and etc.
I always busy do something and no time to meet my friend for chatting or etc.
i only see my friend a few times..
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i got a good girl in my classmate who don't mind to help me when teacher tell any important!
I really don't know how to said "thank you"
Thank you is not enough
if she still help me more and more?
Everyday i always said hello to any people who i know.
I believe that i am deaf and hard to talk to them !
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So, i will going to anywhere i want to going when my school hoilday
so that i will change my new life?
What's you think?
may take a few year to change new life.
i wish that.
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I am regret that i should not be here in whole world !
*touch wood*
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Hope that i will be a good girl and not got any jealous of any people!
>.<
I not like to wish for my birthday next year?
because never got any luck!
LoL?
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*now what are i doing?*